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1.
Bleomycin 00:39
initium, sapientiae timor domini (the fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom)
2.
Aim Slow 02:33
sweet golden sunshine revealed the towers fall and i knew that i’d be coming through your window just to see if you were gone cold silver raindrops that float upon her hair i’m scared and i am running through my memory just to see if you were there though i aim slow my god’s insane we both disagree and i couldn’t see but this time i’ma make time to say what i mean though i aim slow my god’s insane.
3.
though i’m on vacation i’m feeling in control or stuck inside a hole with no one else and though i think i’m patient i’m curled up like a child i must be in denial of something else i’m not getting clean clean like i wish you were i’m tired of your basement i’m like a wishing well you know that i wish you well when i move on no matter where i’m stationed i’ll think of all your love the cactus patterned rug that we slept on i’m not getting clean like i wish you were
4.
though i smoke it’s been a long long time we haven’t spoke it’s been a long long time and though i said goodbye a lot of times you know that i would die if you weren’t mine and though i’ll always tuck my shirt it looks much better to you i let you brush my hair but it looks much better to you i heard you’re feeling sick i feel much better than you i hope that you will get better soon i know that you have got stuff from the past that you might have to face if this will last i’ll hold your hand and make them land the plane we’ll grab our bags and hop on the next train and though i’ll always tuck my shirt it looks much better to you i let you cut my hair but it looks much better to you i heard you’re getting sick i feel much better than you i hope that you will get better soon
5.
Only Child 04:06
i’ll try to speak in phrases that sound self assured “machines became the scenes of some forgotten world” this lonely caravan with only ativan the smell of sanitation’s got me feeling down this benedryl iv has turned my head around my hair is falling out my parents are calling now it’s the same though i’m the only child i can play for all the wings and wires i’m ashamed of all the things i’ve done i stay away from all the chosen ones
6.
Raincoat 02:16
if i could be your raincoat i’d hope to keep you dry i’d love to be your scapegoat and you could blame me when i was right i thought you’d understand me but somehow things went wrong please don’t reprimand me here we stand b life goes on find me on the staircase to watch my parents fight i think you made a fair case for why i can’t sleep alone at night i thought that we’d have children i thought that love exists if this what you wanted back when we started then why’d we kiss
7.
i’m going back the turning leaves i’ll see my dad i’ll smoke his weed no fires or floods around me tornados or quakes i won’t have to look behind me for bear cubs or snakes i’m going back the mountain breeze i’ll see my dad i’ll let him be no fires or floods around me tornados or quakes i won’t have to look behind me for bear cubs or snakes
8.
Stereo 02:40
god has a plan for us god has a plan eating right and sleeping right flawed by design i feel like i have been avoiding you it’s been a month or two since i learned your name when i knew that i could get along with you i took a stereo view of what’s inside your brain
9.
now that i’m honest and know all the pain that that brings it feels like a number i throw in the snow and dig up in the spring and when i get home i hope that it shows and it’s obvious when we’re alone i love you with eyes of vermont where i flew now that i love you and know all the joy that that brings you feel like another i plant in the dirt and wait for it to rain and when i get home i hope that it shows and it’s obvious when we’re alone i love you with eyes of vermont where i flew
10.
ecce ego ipse reproofs efficiar (i, myself, should become a castaway)

credits

released May 17, 2019

Written, Produced, and Performed by Ryan Pollie
Mixed by Brian Rosemeyer

Bleomycin
Aim Slow
Getting Clean
Get Better Soon
Only Child
Raincoat
Leaving California
Stereo
Eyes of Vermont
Saturn Return


Ryan Pollie
The Players
Rob Dobson – Guitar (2, 3) Bass (2, 3, 6)
Will Fox – Guitar (8, 9) Banjo (7) Bass (9)
Tim Kelly – Pedal Steel (2, 3, 4, 7)
Aaron Olson – Guitar (3)
Jacob Summers – Drums Keyboards Vocals (3)
Chris Lynch – Flute (5)
Joseph McDermott – Drums (6)
Tyler Torrison – Shaker (6)
Brendan Lynch Salamon – Guitar, Bass (8)
Jack Schneider – Saxophone (8)
Eric Slick – Vocals (8)
Greg Dillon – Vocals (8)
Clara Mouton – Narration (8)
Jason Tsichlis – Choral Composition & Arrangement (1, 10)
The Brown University Chorus
Directed by Frederick Jodry (1,10)

The Engineers
Brian Rosemeyer
Rob Dobson (2, 3, 6)
Jacob Summers (3)
Tyler Karmen (8)
Brendan Lynch Salamon (8)
Will Fox (9)
Steve Schwartz (1,10)
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Mastered by
Gavin Lurssen

Artwork by
Christian Escalante
Photo by
Branidlyn Tebo
The Young Man & Oblivion by Ethan Warren

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